The last two days have been quite the nightmare. I don't know what happened but something in me snapped and I reverted to my old binge/purge ways. I forgot how incredibly horrible it was to be caught up in the bp cycle. I also forgot how it numbs you. The numbing part I liked. Maybe that's why I get addicted to b/ping.
Apparently I haven't done too much damage to my weight- 116 pds. However, I don't expect it to stay that way. Tonight I'm going out to dinner and drinks with friends. Tomorrow I'm going apple picking with K- pumpkin doughnuts and I'm making him caramel apple crisp.
I have other things on my mind I wish to write about but time eludes me. I need to head out to work.
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